Nov 28, 2018

Caring For Your Abuser

I have to admit that caring for my parents has been the biggest
mind soul twist of my life.

The other day I was visiting my mother
she was kissing everyone and asking if they loved her.
At one point she chased after a resident who was being taken
out by a friend . She was extremely upset yelling for them to
wait for her...
The nurse did the best thing you could do-
instead of trying to stop her from banging on the door trying to exit,
she opened the locked door and went out with her.
Perfect.
As you can see, how could I not feel sorry for someone
so confused and needing comfort.
I sat with her on a couch and held her tight.
As she slowly caressed my arms and kissed me I was overcome
with nausea and my skin crawled
I wanted to scream and run away...


.
But I also wished i lived closer to be able to hug her
every day
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