To Visit or Not

I really like Face timing with mom. She can see me smile without a mask 

she almost looks like she recognizes me .

They put the headphones on her and i play her favorite tunes 

I dance and move my hands around, smile and sing for her.

Her hair is long enough for a pony tail now.

I have an appointment to go see her in three weeks.

Who knows what will happen before then.

 I have gotten notifications of times opening due to weather but I 

dont want to go in 100F degree days or rain either.

Then I feel like a bad person for not jumping at the 

opportunity. 

Face Time

I cannot imagine sitting outside in 90 degree weather with mask and face shield

but i guess that is the only way i will be able to see my mom.

First i have to record my temperature twice a day for two weeks and continue

staying away from public places as much as possible. 
Then i have to find a place that offers the quick result virus test

because it has to be negative within 48hr of visit.

In the meantime I continue to facetime with her.

Which i like because I can smile at her.

Here she is Face-timing with me as i play music and talk to her.

She was tightly holding the hand of the aid the whole time...