I awoke reluctantly 45 min late this morning.
I have been getting over to mother's earlier and earlier in the morning
to catch her mental "balloon" and ground her with breakfast but this time
she had already been up for many hours.
Everything I mean EVERYTHING was packed up and gone.
Pictures off the walls, silverware, trash can, paper with my phone
number, you name it. I was
running around trying to find everything and saying WTF WTF? !
(dont worry she didnt hear me)
I did not find everything and sat her down to breakfast.
"My legs hurt" she said....
(well duh, you've been running around all night)
Ok, one thing was 'funny',
I found her trash can "packed" with stuffed animal, a plastic bag with a
poor plant inside, and her toothbrush.
Never did find the trash or a dolly, will go back when i am more awake
and maybe more mentally able to handle the crazy.
I pulled down her covers because I am hoping she will take a nap.
She is beyond the ten year mark and I know it only gets worse
before the end comes.
Both the women here whose husband's had ALZ lost them this past
month after they sent them to the hospital.
They were unable to get them into a home because
homes are too full around here, so hospital
was the only route...
Typing this post is scary and depressing
and so many people are going through it..
1 comment:
Wow everything gone that must have been quite a shock. I am surprised she didn't make more noise and someone wonder what was going on. You are so right so many others going through the same thing.. such a horrible disease it takes the mind away and that is so sad. Hugs to you I know it is a very hard thing to go through.
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