Father's Things

When my boyfriend and I took all my father's things out of the assisted living place, we gave my sister a container of extremely basic items to bring to the nursing home.

A table lamp, electric clippers, writing paper & pens, toiletries, photos,

special books etc.

Also a small metal bookcase.

This was last year.

I visited her today and there they were sitting on the dirt ground of a garage. 

Cardboard moldy, water damaged... 

Every day I feel like I abandoned him.

I know in my heart I couldnt care for both of them, and had a severe mental breakdown

trying to......

I cannot help but shake my head about this.....
....But I do not blame her in any way.
Her life is difficult to the extreme.