Visited Dad yesterday

Even though we hired Hospice last week they still have not been to see dad.
I found his bedside tray by the wall away from the bed so he had no
access to water.
Water is all he is taking in !
Also, they thought it ok to just provide a giant thermal jug for him
to drink from. Hell-fuckin-O ??!!
the guy is dying, how is he supposed to lift that ?
Yes i said something, yes I called today.

He was restless yesterday, but able to speak and
drink from a small cup on his own.
He really just wanted to not be bothered
and just rest.... I could tell he was "busy"
preoccupied with his symptoms.
"I love you too" he said, and waved goodbye with his eyes closed...

Saw mom also, she was a vision of summertime
in her socks, flowered blouse and big floppy summer hat.
Rummaging through someone's room lol .
"Oh! I havent seen you in years!"
It was such a relief to visit her after seeing dad...
Every bite of chocolate icecream was a surprise of delight.
"Ooooo! thats GOOD! "
I found her shoes hidden in her dresser but didnt bother putting
them on her.
Sat on the couch with her a while holding hands under a blanket
till she fell asleep........