mother

I entered mother's apartment today to find her about to call me.
" I was about to call (me)
are you (me) ? "

Yes I am (me)  !
I am here to get you some lunch ! :D

....... sigh.......
this is getting harder for me to digest....
maybe it is just today but I am mourning the losses.
Perhaps it was seeing old photos of when I lived with her
after my divorce and we used to go to an exersize program
together.
My mental and physical health got restored during that time..

shit this is going to be hard.